gaaftigl

But my dear this is not wonderland and you are not alice'
  • friends: just forget about him
  • me: how the fuck am i supposed to just forget about him? just a little while ago he meant more to me than anyone i’ve ever met. he told me that he’d always be here for me and that nothing would ever change between us, but he lied. he lied straight to my goddamned face and he never even gave me reason. he just picked up and left me all alone, wondering. i beat myself up over it every single day because what if it was my fault he left? you can say i don’t deserve this or that it wasn’t my fault but it is. i know this sounds cliche but he broke my heart. so please, don’t tell me to forget about someone who gave me too much to remember. don’t tell me to forget about someone that i loved with everything i had.

may-13th:

If only you knew how insanely in love with you I am
If only you knew the half of it
I could go insane with my amount of love for you
In fact I think I already have

(via starbound)